GOIN THRU - Cj Fly

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

People said, «We want the old you»

There’s so much I been going through

A battle that I won’t lose

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

People said, «We want the old you»

There’s so much I been going through

A battle that I won’t lose

Fly

Ever feel Iike you can’t doing nothin' right?

Goin' insane and the frustration make you wanna fight

Was looking down at this page and thinkin' what to write

I’m livin' check to check and yet some people claim they want this life

If only you knew this what it came with

The brokest talk the most and I hate lookin' at my statements

We bleed the same blood and we all going through the same shit

Tryna make it this game, you’re gonna need a lot of patience

Logged off the cyber world and jumped out the matrix

Had a pregnant scare when I broke through the latex

What happens when you young and you just tryna have some great sex

I done drank so much Patron, they tryna label me a patron

Wanted to be numb so I could drown out my emotion

Used it as a means of coping, all the spirits I’m evoking

Realized that was the wrong thing, then I went back to weed smoking

Had a couple sips of codeine, I was never into cocaine

Not what I’m promotin', I ain’t say be a drunk

Might have tried a couple things, but I ain’t say to do drugs

I was going through some shit and these just gave me a buzz

It’s too late for you to judge, what can I say?

I was young

Was aware of all my actions, that’s cause I wasn’t dumb

Certain nights, I couldn’t sleep, stayed up 'til I’d see the sun

Stayed inside and hibernated if I got food and bud

Always knew I had it in me, I knew I’d be the one (One)

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

People said, «We want the old you»

There’s so I been going through

A battle that I won’t lose

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

People said, «We want the old you»

There’s so I been going through

A battle that I won’t lose

Came to the realization

I thought I had built patience, but I was playin'

Still got a ways to go

At least I can say I know (What I’m in for)

Lesson learned, how else it’s taken a release to let go

Had to recapture my soul, not made of wires and metal

Bon soir, hello, now go program me, ho

You gon' need that passport

I don’t want the shit that took a tour

Huh, so you feel me, it’s like

'Stead of second-guessing, I just think twice, oh

Everybody think that I’ma play nice, oh

But if I go ahead and do, I take

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

People said, «We want the old you»

There’s so much I been going through

A battle that I won’t lose

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

I ain’t doing what I’m s’posed to

People said, «We want the old you»

There’s so I been going through

A battle that I won’t lose

Ooh, ooh, oh

Hey, no, mmm, mmm