The Best Decision - City Lights

I’m in over my head

Just begging you

To tell me something

I can hold on to

For one more endless night

I’m so sick of sleeping here

Stuck in my own mind

Wondering if I’m in the right place

Call it what you want

But I feel empty

Like a courthouse

On the fourth of July

I’m sick of spending all this time

Between who I am

And who you want me to be

My self-improvement can’t be sacrificed

And I won’t let you pull me

Back under your spell

Won’t make the same mistake again

If I knew then

What I know right now

I would have buried this shit

Six feet under the ground

Saying goodbye to all your obstinance

And selfishness

Might be the best decision

That I’ve ever made