Breathe - CES Cru

The pillow is under my head, but I’m dying to get a breath

Lyin' up in a bed, cryin' to get her wet

My mind in a wreck

I said I’d get a little son and I didn’t

And I don’t know why I ain’t did it yet

I hit her on the chat, wireless internet

She never hit me back, I try again on text

I don’t even know why I’m buyin' into this mess

She usually reply in five minutes or less

Now the line gone dead, everyone of my guys all said

That I shoulda kept my mind on bread

Now my eyes' all red, puffed up

It’s my fault, whenever I have a brush with love

I fall in, I was in it for a penny

A penny turned a pound

Now my Betty has turned heavy

So let me turn her down

I never turn her down

She never heard about

What I did, now now

My breath’s runnin' out

Now I can’t breathe, let it breathe boo

Maybe you and I are two different kind of people

I don’t want to keep you, I can see you were never mine to keep

So I have to release you, and now I can’t breathe

She gon' make me wait, She gon' make me sit around

She gon' make me date, but I’m hungry for her

Emaciated, famished, her touch, and the way she tasted

Damn this, tryin' to be a man and handle it

Put it in my right and channel it

Then kill a verse, at the end of the verse

There’s still a burn, couldn’t nothin' never replace her

When will I ever learn my concern

Boil it all down to one word, just her

When I think about it, it just hurts

What’s worse, everybody’s dyin' to fuck her

I stand in the line like I am a number

What is it two or three, A beauty I’mma beast

Like what did you do to me

You push and put it down

I’m pushin' for you and me

Now when I look around

I’m lookin' at you to breathe

Now that we’re getting so close

Why would you go this way?

You said you never would go

I’ll never be the same

So now we’re beggin' you no

Babe please don’t go this way

Now that you’re letting me go

I’ll never breathe the same

I started out with one, I’m left with none

Now I’m stressed out waitin' for my breathe to come

In the next town, center stage, layin' the Ces down

Tryin' not to feel the weight weighin' my chest down

Cuz everything became a mess

With the love gone and nothin' but pain is left

Reach my hand out but I touch the air

Clutch to hold on but there’s nothing there

Peep the game out It’s all just and fair

I beat my brain’s out for the lust affair

And now I don’t even fuckin' care

Cuz chillin' with this is too much to bare

Somebody numb me up, give me the gas

Shoots and pills, anything that’ll make the pain stop

On the real, what I want now is to not to feel chills

Scott you that you got me still

I’m on lock until

(And now I can’t breathe) X2