Ghosts - Cam Meekins

Back when I was dreaming it on Common Ave

Or Massachusetts with all my homies we almost had

A couple thousand to our name but shit never was different

Still amazing races I was winning, we chilled in the kitchen

At the dojo throwing house parties with Jake, some people lost touch,

some people thought we was fake

The shit that they don’t realize, I murder shit I kill guys

The instrumentals knock, but snakes gonna be snakes, man

That’s just how this shit goes, I know this industry

Been around the block when they pretended to be friends with me

It comes as no surprise when people wanna duck and lie

My own accountant got more money than these fuckin guys

I seen it all, seen it all, but I never change

Wonder in a couple years if we gon' know your name

Drinking crazy when I’m on the road, getting change

Building a foundation and we bout to lift the fuckin frame

Most of these people is ghosts to me, all they ever wanted from me was a quote

from me

Had my shortie came over and she smoked for free

And I keep my circle short, how it’s supposed to be

I’m a real dude, you be paying for respect

I built the whole thing, you just paying for the rent

Ask me where I get my confidence from, I guess it started when I realized that

I was the one

Where you gonna run to?

Where you gonna hide?

I’m coming to find you

Let’s go for a ride

I’ll let down my guard

I’ll let down my guard

You never know how much it changes till it starts to happen

The miscellaneous events to when I started rapping

Relationships that turned fake I guess that I’m expected

To fuck around and I can’t lie I’ve done some things

But see I always stay true to two things, you and my family

Hope that soon those two become one, and that’s the man in me

Speaking clearly fucking with me mentally, I had to switch it

With all the things you’re going through the shit is too explicit

I really wanna just party that was always your motto

The chances of us getting back is like playing the lotto

I try to tell you you should slow it down, I know it’s tough

But I’m the one who’s on tour so what the fuck do I know?

Damn, I guess I’ve never been the same since

But ima change some people’s life and that’s a great gift

These responsibilities got me scared stiff

While all these rappers run around and never change shit

Yeah, I’m tryna be someone that I expected

I put the album out alone and fuck the low projections

But if you have yourself a dream then you should go and do it

Ain’t no one tell me I would ever make it from my music

Where you gonna run to?

Where you gonna hide?

I’m coming to find you

Let’s go for a ride

I’ll let down my guard

I’ll let down my guard

She just wants (x2)

She wants

She just wanna get faded

Talk about her college class

She walking down Comm Ave

Always so consumed with herself but

Work it out for yourself, just

I’ll let my guard down but it ain’t even that hard for you girl, girl, girl

You’ll never get it though girl, girl, girl