Free - Cam Meekins

Let’s go

Yeah

One time, one time in it, one time

Deleted your number and threw my phone into the street

Live on the 26th floor, I move out in a week

Got your fucking clothes hanging up, writing the beats

Can’t get a single thought across without feeling weak

Swear it’s like the hardest part to throw the memories away

All these fucking online posts hemorrhaging me

I don’t really have the heart to go through this again

My emotions don’t exist no more, so I’ll just pretend

I don’t really understand the generation we in

We just break up and fucking post pictures again

We were never really happy when we posted those pictures

But I can’t remember bad times, now it’s ridiculous

I only feel the good times ringing and I’m missing you

Thinking 'bout your dirty ass apartment I was kissing you

If I had to do it all again, I don’t know if I loved you

Or I just got obsessed with fixing you

Someone get a hold of me, feelings are controlling me

I just need to roll some weed, I know I’m supposed to be

Focused on the road 'fore me, travelling this road for free

Feeling like you’re choking me, fuck, it’s taking over me

But I really don’t believe anyone can roll with me

You and I were preconceived notions and I couldn’t see

Hoping I can find relieve, gotta look inside of me

Feel the past guiding me, I just wanna fly and be

Free, free, free, free, free

I just wanna be free from this baggage you left me

Literally you left a giant suitcase at my crib

Can you please come by and pick up that shit?

I wanna be, free, free, free, free, free

I just wanna be free from this damage you left me

Literally I’m tryna live my life without the distract

But you always keep coming back (coming back, coming back)

I see you with your new dude, I hope you’re happy

Just tell him I made 12 thousand last month from rapping

I really brought the game back, like I’m the captain

Smoke alone in penthouse apartments in Manhattan

And when I’m at the top remember me

I dunno why I feel this way, is it the Hennessy?

I used to never drink or smoke, but now my mind is too corrupt

I’m upgrading with my substances and all I do is drugs

But I’ma find my way and make rhyming pay

I lock myself into a room and make a song a day

So I guess I gotta thank you for the inspo

Didn’t expect it to be quite like this though

I feel something taking over me, shaping me like potpourri

Shaking when I go to sleep, crazy y’all don’t notice me

Hazey, try to focus B, never get the most of me

Always in another place, demons be approaching me

Somehow I just make it work, twisted and I go berzerk

Tryna focus on my work, but I’m getting too concerned

Every dollar that I earn, spending it on shit to burn

I don’t think I’ll ever learn, I just can’t get over her

Free, free, free, free, free

I just wanna be free from this baggage you left me

Literally you left a giant suitcase at my crib

Can you please come by and pick up that shit?

I wanna be, free, free, free, free, free

I just wanna be free from this damage you left me

Literally I’m tryna live my life without the distract

But you always keep coming back (coming back, coming back)