Everything I'm Not - Cam Meekins

Yeah…

Its like this and like that and like this and uh

Like that and like this and like that and uh

Like this, like this, yeah

Lamp city crew

This and uh, like that and like this and like that and uh

Like this and like that and like this and uh

Just chill

Walkin' down the street and I can feel the cold hittin' my face

Walkin' by a pretty girl and I just smile and wave

Man things are good they could probably be better

I haven’t seen my mom in weeks so I guess its whatever

I think she doing good, I put my hands in my pockets

Cus im a shy mother fucker on the mic I just rock it

And get the fuck out

In high school I couldn’t wait to get the fuck out

Now I’m graduating and I look at life like what now

I guess I just gotta just enjoy this shit while I’m in the moment

And just own it like the people at jersey shore on cologne

I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired

That when I wake up tomorrow man I swear I’m gone get hired

Yo, rest in peace to the old me its so cliché I know it

But I guess I can’t control it like pubescents and emotions

Was never one for bein' up front

I tried to write some deep shit and I hate it then start over from page one

So until then man this is all I got

An honest representation of everything I’m not

I’m not a definition my truth is in my song

So if you feel it mother fucker then just help me sing along

I’m not this and not that and not this and uh

I’m not that I’m not this I’m not that and uh

I’m not this I’m not that I’m not this and uh

I just chill…

Yo, I remember the days where I was like this shit gone last forever

It seems like yesterday I guess it could’ve been never

I got the memories, nostalgia and I’m tamed

But I’m goin insane cus too much rap music is clutterin' my brain

Right now man I’m just chillin' at whole foods writin' concepts

I eat organic cus these other rappers processed

And I, gotta let myself relax a bit

The green tea brewing I slow down and Lexie roll a spliff

And yo its cool to see my brothers growin' up in front of me

Even though I am the youngest sometimes I feel like im a hundred b

The things ive seen gone last too many lifetimes

And if I ever die at least you can remember me in my rhymes

Wanna lay in a field with the one that got away

That’s this pretty girl from my hometown whose name I shouldn’t say

But yo, she gonna hear this and I know you got that girl too

So don’t do what I do and just, be you

Until then this is all I got

An honest representation of everything I’m not

I’m not a definition, my truth is in my songs

So if you feel it mother fucker then just help me sing along

I’m not this I’m not that I’m not this and uh

I’m not that I’m not this I’m not that and uh

I’m not this I’m not that I’m not this and uh

I just chill, till' the next episode