Be There - Cam Meekins

I never realized how much effort it took

I made a mistake, but just give me a second look

I mean I know that you don’t talk to me

Cut me off blocking me

I zoned out properly when you said you was off of me

It’s hard to hear the woman you love

Telling you stories bout' how she couldn’t grow up

You would hold her down mentally, controlling her

Making her feel worse

She said fuck the Tiffany and clothes, and fuck the purse

I mean how could you do this to me

But she don’t even know though

It’s put together as I look i’m just another Joe schmoe

The car all that is is a ride

The money don’t mean shit when I die

The worst thing she took was my pride

I break it down slowly, like a pound of that kush

I burn it down slowly now just to give me a push

I still see your clothes now, when i’m doing my laundry

I keep cleanin um' in case she wanna' come cop' em

I’m out my mind wit' it

I had to let her know though

I hope she hear this song, cuz' I ain’t' tryna' let her go though

I threw it all away, just for another ho though

It’s crazy how we sabotage ourselves as we grow old

Drive around at night, thinking about crashing my beemer

Now i’m hitting clubs, seven day I haven’t seen her

Feeling so depressed, realizing now that I need her

I’d rip my fucking heart out if could and start bleeding

So can I please just have some peace of mind for once

I know i’m not the only one

And I hope you’ll been there to support me

And I Hope you’ll be there to show love

And I hope you’ll been there to support me

And I Hope you’ll be there to show love

And I hope you’ll been there to support me

And I Hope you’ll be there to show love

Gettin' closer to God cuz' it’s just me and myself

Livin' in this cold world, tryna' hustle and kill it

I’m not gonna' let it die

Why?

come and talk to me inside

Might break down and cry when i look in her eyes

This real shit, true story homie

Live right next to her, when she’s on the green line

Wonder who she text to

I’m getting crazy

Jelousy?

Nah' I ain’t' got that in me

Just trying to be me, and not who I pretended to be

Come back home we still got a tv show to finish

She said there can’t be no us, and nah Cam we’re finished

Music changed my life, but it also made me untouchable

It’s lonely at the top and Boston makes me not fuck with you

I’m open penning, feel like this fight is never ending

See her online grinning, where’s my two dollars and ten cent man

I don’t give a fuck about any of your friend man

She a vegetarian, uh, told her I’m a pieces

Born march fourteen one nine nine three

Six one seven

I meditate my mind

Exercise my strengths, energize my grind

Back when Katie Couric still did the today show

He was still in grade school playing in my takeo

Uh, over these beats and uh, only the facts uh

Do to Do to Do uh

Where yall' at

It’s the ones who say the least who get the most respect

So I’d rather speak with beats than to speak with my breath

And i’d rather speak peace than to speak of some breast

And i’d rather be me than to get your respect

Cuz' I know on these beats my words often reflect

The situation that i’m in on a particular day

But particularly I ain’t trying to say

Cuz' I am not a product you’re buying the product is me Peace