whentheresnobullettobite - Born A New

I bit my tongue so motherfucking hard

That i can’t even speak

One in the chamber and the safety off

Nothing’s there to hold me back

Rolled back down with my eyes up

One last breath till i pop off

Grinding my teeth to dust

Gun to my head, the only thing I’ll trust

At the end and i’m on the edge

I can’t get myself out of this bed

Contours of black and grey

Meaning there won’t be a change, not today

No peace

Is my reality, 6 ft deep

6 ft deep, motherfucker

Sunsets to sunrise

Times hidden in disguise

Making myself bleed just to see color again

Out of time, out of options, out of control

Grinding my teeth to dust

And i just don’t give a fuck

I lost all taste except for lead

Tried to bite the bullet, but it went through my head

I keep the safety off incase it’s my time to go

I scratched my skin to bone

Blood bleeds red, a color unknown