Dinner - Blood Orange

Always on your own

Don’t consider trying

Tried you on the phone

But you considered lying

Never had a doubt I’m losing

So I’m tidying my room

Trying to be careful

Drinking in the afternoon and lighting up whilst tearful

Hoping that you’re still unhappy

I’ll do everything I can

To make sure that you are never happy

Breaking out of this cocoon and clawing at the camera

Seeing you would be too soon

I’m stupid if I want more

Hoping that you die unhappy

I’ll do anything I can

To make sure that you are never happy

Never had a doubt I’m losing

So unsure of every question in the dark

Trying hard not to go with anything you gave me

I’m so scared and down on friends

So please pretend there is no end

Trying not to be a victim in your game

I know your dirty ways

I know you feel the same

It kills me deep inside

I hope you cry when you see what you have inside

Never had a doubt I’m losing

I’ll do anything I can

To make sure that you are never happy