S.L.Y. - Black Coast

Twisted and bitter, broken and sold

My memories are lost, my weary eyes move slow

Shades of figures l will never know

L won’t look back, those years are gone

All of these voices are getting to me

Closing in on the inside of this reality

Wearing me thin l spoke too soon

Know l’m coming to terms with my choices and mistakes

Despite what you think, despite what you think

L am not the same

Bear it I’ll grit my teeth and swear it

Claim no verse or quote

My silence is my anger

My silence l hold

Until my bitter end

It’s my shame, l’m gonna live with it

For better or worse, l am nothing

L feel it closing in

Making no sense of it against your very existence

A memory I’ll erase, a memory I’ll erase

This is my true verse, this is what l actually think

It’s been to long coming that l’ve said nothing

Been to long waiting to see a difference

Left her, left me, left us all

Piece of shit you’re no father at all

Feel, how does actually to feel to feel something?

Feel, how does actually to feel to feel something?

Now l know l am bitter and badder than l have ever been

Causing writing these words is the truth l am living

Believe it or not, shit, l was the one, l was the one who never dealt with it

Only thing l have of him is his name

We are not the same

Only thing l have of him is his name

We are not the same

L feel it closing in

Making no sense of it against very existence

A memory I’ll erase, a memory I’ll erase

Only thing l have of him is his name

We are not the same, we are not the same