Somebody Waits - Bishop Nehru

Every time I try to be

There’s somebody who waits for me

But they don’t think I’ll ever see

I don’t want no enemies

But I won’t be portrayed as weak

That’s why I see differently

And sometimes I don’t even speak

It’s honestly astonishing the way I’ve got them piling in

Autopilot rhyming, still I find?

I lie within

Just because I’m smiling doesn’t mean inside I ain’t dying

And hiding but sympathizing, I’ve tried minimizing

Cos that’s when guys switch sides, and wanna empathize and

In this life

Advance the place and hands it feels right

Left the tight hold the spite

Cos they want to see me leaning like

I’m seen like Pisa but the geezers taught me Giza is key

Then I dug deep, dig dug in mummies

Manifest the jewels straight from the tummy

To beat the beast leaving us bloody

Bluffing and tussling for money

Stunting us to be dummies

I know they know I know so that’s why I think

They waiting for me

So I gots to worry

Have you ever felt inside a giant eye that’s watching

So confined in that hiding’s your only option

Like a lighthouse that’s spotting

And people that seeking

This light is reason’s lead you to think of leaving

So many demons you keep on feeding

That even with the least control seems to be weak and

Draining like leeches every weekend 'til the weekend ends

Even weekends are leaving me uneven

The odd seven repeating

Life lessons were peeping

In the second and dissecting it

So second miss is dissection different

I strive for magnificent

By consistently spitting significant

But often ignorance leaves them disinterested

You the hottest out I’m about to leave you extinguished then

I’ve been instinctively thinking of extincting them

Hoping in a blink but it seems

Like it’s longer than I think