Blackout - Axenstar

What would you say if I threw it all away

The life that I lead could it be more surreal

Searching in my mind in the order to find some sense of reality

I fear that I am beginning to lose what’s left of my sanity

Awake again full of bloodstains on my hands

I wonder where I have been whose death I have foreseen

Breaking my will with the purpose to kill all shreds of humanity

To lose the control of body and soul is my main anxiety

Something’s coming over me my reality slowly slipping away

I just can’t remember but can’t seem to forget

Who I am blacked out again

Can’t longer say what is real and what is a dream

The demon is rising up from far deep down within

I have fallen into the depths of sin

Where the humanity ends and pain begins

Breaking free from this torment I must do

If I told you my secret, oh would you believe it’s true