PARALYZED - AViVA

Dark or light don’t matter when you’re feeling like me\nI could be on stage or hiding under the sheets\nCome a little closer, let you catch my disease\nSick of wanting to scream, hold on!\nFeeling kinda freaked out, is this called insecure?\nI had all the pieces, all my ducks in row\nNow I’m looking out I don’t know where I should go\nWhat is there left to do? Hold on!\nI don’t really get why I’m holding on\nWhen I really want to let go\nBut my brain rejects to the things I want to forget\nI cannot say no\nI don’t understand, this seems underhand\nHell, who’s side am I even on?\nBut my brain rejects and I can’t forget\nEven though I want to let go\nAre you even listening?\nI’m sick of these feelings\nThey’re wrapping and trapping me\nThey’re dragging me\nAnd I can’t get free\nAre you even listening?\nI’m sick of these feelings\nThey’re grabbing and stabbing me\nChanging reality\nParalyzed\nFight or flight\nI’m paralyzed\nAnd out of time\nAnd nothing’s right\nBut did I try?\nWhen I’m paralyzed\nParalyzed\nFight or flight\nI’m paralyzed\nAnd out of time\nAnd nothing’s right\nBut did I try?\nWhen I’m paralyzed\nI am always trying\nBut the pieces are wrong\nNever click together, never coming in strong\nStared into the mirror, left me feeling alone\nI just want to go home\nHold on!\nI don’t really get\nWhy I’m holding on when I really want to let go\nBut my brain rejects to the things I want to forget\nI cannot say no\nI don’t understand, this seems underhand\nHell, who’s side am I even on?\nBut my brain rejects\nAnd I can’t forget\nEven though I want to let go\nAre you even listening?\nI’m sick of these feelings\nThey’re wrapping and trapping me\nThey’re dragging me\nAnd I can’t get free\nAre you even listening?\nI’m sick of these feelings\nThey’re grabbing and stabbing me\nChanging reality\nParalyzed\nFight or flight\nI’m paralyzed\nAnd out of time\nAnd nothing’s right\nBut did I try?\nWhen I’m paralyzed\nParalyzed\nFight or flight\nI’m paralyzed\nAnd out of time\nAnd nothing’s right\nBut did I try?\nWhen I’m paralyzed