Under My Skin - Apate

Get out

I can feel you crawling underneath my skin

Carving knife, cut you out before you sink your teeth in

Demons in your head, let you get the best of me

Cloud my thoughts, black my vision

I can’t fucking see

Don’t you fucking get it?

You’ve done this to yourself

But you play the victim

Turn it around, push the blame on someone else

You’d do anything it takes just to pull me in again

I can feel you crawling underneath my skin

Carving knife, cut you out before you sink your teeth in

Demons in your head, let you get the best of me

Cloud my thoughts, black my vision

I can’t fucking see

Tell me I’m just deranged, say that it’s all in my had

Twist and turn perspective, lad me blinded, leave it unsaid

I can feel you crawling underneath my skin

Losing touch with reality, just keep it in

Watch me dissolve to nothing

Cut my teeth on your wicked ways

Are you finished with me?

Bled me dry and now you just throw me away

Again, and again I’ll fall victim to this vicious cycle I can’t escape

Self-prescribed misery for your self-diagnosed D.I.D

Baptize me in your shame

Are you proud of the person you became?

I can feel you crawling underneath my skin

Carving knife, cut you out before you sink your teeth in

Demons in your head, let you get the best of me

Cloud my thoughts, black my vision

I can’t fucking see

Tell me I’m just deranged, say that it’s all in my head

Twist and turn perspective, lead me blinded, leave it unsaid

I can feel you crawling underneath my skin

Losing touch with reality, just keep it in