River - ANTH

Yeah, and nothing stays the same

If you’re ready for love be ready for all the pain

Got a taste of fame and look at who I became

A grown-ass man playing immature games

I feel stupid, how the hell could I do this?

I knew that you were clueless and all I did was abuse it

I know that it was foolish, I know that it was ruthless

But if I really knew it, why the hell did I go through it?

I remember when you called I told you that I was sleeping

But other girls I was meeting, I was too busy cheating

And it just kept repeating and repeating like every single evening

To the point I didn’t even give a damn if you were leaving

But I do now, and now I know

You din’t realize what you have, 'til the day you see it go

And maybe we’ll try again, forget what I did before

Forgive me for my mistakes, I guess that we’ll never know

It’s a story untold

And the story goes on, it’s the same old song

Flashback to Kat when I was staying at her home

I used to sleep at hers 'cause she’d hate sleeping alone

I go and grab the cover then a text comes through her phone

And it was from a guy who was older than me

He said «Call me when you get this and I’ll come when he leaves.»

And I just couldn’t believe that she was cheating on me

And still had the fucking nerve that she could blame it on me

Like «Anth what did you expect?

You ain’t never around

It was my birthday last week, you weren’t even in town

And yeah, you bought me a gift but baby that wasn’t shit

I don’t care about the money that you spend on my wrist

I cried so many tears because you never were here

And we talked, and we fought, but you just never appeared

I told you so many times it must have went through your ears

'Cause you don’t care about us babe, only your career.»

And that’s real