I Hate U I Love U - ANTH

I miss you when I can’t sleep

Or right after coffee

Or right when I can’t eat

I miss you in my front seat

Still got sand in my sweater

From nights we don’t remember

Do you miss me like I miss you?

Messed around and got attached to you

Friends can break your heart too

I’m always tired but never of you

If I treated, you like a you wouldn’t like that

Held out my hand for you

You didn’t touch that

I wrote a text but then

I deleted that

I got these feelings but

You didn’t realize that

Oh, oh

Keep it on the low

You’re still in love with me

But your friends don’t know

If you want me you would just say so

If I were you

I would never let me go

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I love you

Don’t want to, but I can’t put

Nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I want you

Don’t want to, but I can’t put

Nobody else above you

And every single night

I’m fucking someone else

It doesn’t make a difference and it doesn’t fucking help

These gold digging hoes only want me for my wealth

Or want me for my fame just like everybody else

It’s like «Anth god damn, what the fuck?

It’s been a year already»

I could find somebody new

but I’m just not ready

Been the woman of my dreams since the day that you met me

And my Nightmare up On Elm Street, the female Freddy

And there’s a beautiful girl waiting for me at home

But tell me why do I still feel alone?

I guess the ones that you love and let close

Are the same ones that will hurt you the most

And yeah that’s funny to me, yeah that’s funny to me

I thought you wanted to be, I thought you wanted to see

What our kids would look like, is it you or is it me?

And now that’s gonna be a future that we never gon see

And yo, I hate to fucking say it but it’s all because of you

'Cos of everything you did and 'cos of everything you do

Now you thinking you can text me like everything is cool

But you’re fucking someone else so why you fucking with me too?

Then we break down and cry and say this is goodbye

Said it a million times but we both know its a lie

Its the circle of life, couldn’t escape if you tried

'Cos you live and you love and then you love and you die

And I…

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I love you

Don’t want to, but I can’t put

Nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you

I hate that I want you

Don’t want to, but I can’t put

Nobody else above you

I’m just saying

You could do better

Tell me have you heard that lately

I’m just saying

You could do better

And I’ll start hating on me

If you make me