there was a time when i needed it - American Pleasure Club, Teen Suicide

There’s no way to say to you

I guess I made a mistake, I came unglued

I lost so much more

Than the motivation I claimed I took it for

I’m gonna figure it out, I’m gonna find a way

It’s always new, it’s always the same

It hurts like hell

And I’m scared that it will pull us apart again

There was a time when I needed it

The feeling brought me anything, I asked for it

And it came to me

Anything I’d wanna be

Now I guess that time is up, I know it’s gonna hurt

I’m sweating through my sheets and I haven’t slept in weeks

My head is pounding, there’s vomit on my shirt

I’ve seen it all before, but it always seems to get worse

Guess I’m gonna wait till it comes again

Closer now that I’ve ever been

I feel it sinking inside of me

From the top of my head down to the bottoms of my feet

I’m crashing in tonight (I'm crashing in tonight)

I’m crashing in tonight

I’m crashing in tonight (I'm crashing in tonight)

I know that this seems crazy, I know I seem insane

I just need you here, I need you to say

If you don’t mind, if you don’t mind

If you don’t mind, if you don’t mind

Maybe I can call you, maybe for a little while

Maybe we can go out, maybe for a couple of hours

Tonight, tonight

Maybe I can call you, maybe for a little while

Maybe we can go out, maybe for a couple of hours

Tonight, tonight