Wither. - Advocates

I am not the same

Vacant stares across an empty room

Hollow distances between me and you

I watched as the moonlight dances across the fractures in her pale skin

While I slowly decay in the silence

Bend and break me into someone I never wanted to be

Mould me and shape me, take what you need

Take a piece of me each time you leave, until there’s nothing left

And I can’t fight back

We’re not done here I told you that things would be fine

But I lied, I’ve grown to love the pain

A lot has changed this past year, but that’s okay

These things don’t ever stay the same anyway

It’s slowly sinking in so I’ll shed my fucking skin

I’ll shed my skin again

The truth was right in front of me

Pushing and pulling there’s no end in sight for me

Now let me tell you that I’ve lost friends, I’ve lost family

I lost myself along the way if I ever had my time again I’d have have never

stayed

Pick up the remnants of my shattered mental state

A lot has changed this past year, but that’s okay

These things don’t ever stay the same anyway

It’s slowly sinking in so I’ll shed my fucking skin

I’ll shed my skin again

Wither away, I’ve never felt so alone

Why could I not see it, it’s not my home anymore