Gatez - A-Wax

Damn what they say I’m the shit

I came into too many lives

On some negative shit

Bad influence

Friends parents hated me shit

Can’t mistake

Mom brazy as shit

White boy, black gang member

Remember that

I put in double the work

For half of the strips

Heard OG’s

But I laughed at advice

I had enemies emotionally after my life

Looking back now that road is a dead end

And if you saw my face

Felt the pain of a dead friend

If you fronted me

And never of paid

If you just plain lucky

I didn’t get a grenade

Saying Fuck you A-Wax

I deserve worse

Felt as if my life was almost over like a 3rd verse

Early on when Doc was gone

Wax brought heat to grocery shopping with mom

Yeah that serious enemies then

And when past red to blue

Had him thinking revenge

Been 12 years but the beef is still fresh

Out of state prison and breathing

And I feel blessed

Son growing so fast

It was hard starting a family

Knowing my past

Hoping every one of these days

Won’t be the last one

Barely meeting Boo I ain’t even saw no cash come

Do I even deserve cash?

I don’t want to answer that

Know that I’m heard pass

How I once thought murder was wrong

Now cops point at Jody like look there goes that murderers mom

Lord knows I fucked up

Fully aware what was down and whats up

Yeah, I’m accepting the blame

Should of got right with God

Instead of getting a name

Look, I’m thinking real selfish reverend

Probably know more people down in Hell than Heaven

Love them all how I’m feeling is torn

Hoping for a Halo without feeling for horns

So concerned for survival

Probably read more Source magazines then Bibles

I’ll be honest I didn’t like what I read

And some parts other parts I like what it said

Parts about forgiveness power of faith

And in the pocket of my shirt found the powder I waist

Going down the same road I been on

Lived so wrong

That I don’t want to live wrong

Been locked up filled with consensus

All fun and games

Until your friend in your arms dead

Until your mans on the stand in court

One thing about life

Is that its damn sure short