if my dad saw he'd be mad at me.. - 93feetofsmoke

Cuts on your thigh where my eyes been lately

I’ve been feeling down but I shouldn’t be

I’ve been working hard, hope you’re proud of me, lately

I just wanna distance, what’s been killing me

Lately, I’ve been drinking too much

If my dad saw, he’d be mad at me

If my mom called, she would cry to me

Like «when you coming home?

Have you forgot 'bout me?»

Substance on substance till I’m dead asleep

Please silence the demon that’s inside of me

Using book covers as a headpiece

I miss being young, having dirty feet

Years go slow, repeating history

Lies grow mold and drift in the breeze

So lately, I’ve been careful when I need to breathe

And lately, I’m just not sure about anything

Lately, I’ve been drinking too much

If my dad saw, he’d be mad at me

If my mom called, she would cry to me

Like «when you coming home?

Have you forgot 'bout me?»

Lately, I’ve been drinking too much

Lately, I’ve been drinking too much

Lately, I’ve been drinking too much

Lately, I’ve been drinking too much