BALENCIES - CHIKA

Barack Obama, ha!

Is that some kind of sauce?

That’s Lido!

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom

I used to be feening for ‘em, dreaming in the classroom

Turned in my exam, right then I knew it’d be the last room

For school I walk into felt my potential getting past due

Four years later, and my racks blue

And my whole team is seeing green like «yo, she acts too!»

Now people take, and in your face, say «I ain’t ask you»

But you been seeing how they live, so they ain’t have to

And the whole world is conversating ‘bout your waist line

And mental health days make you guilty, ‘cause you waste time

I’m fighting everybody demons, but can’t face mine

Baseline, use all that pain and anger and just make rhymes

How I’m uplifting your whole life but still I hate mine?

How I get rich but still get pissed about the money?

Now everybody wanting me to wear a fake smile

How I’m supposed to fake a laugh when ain’t shit funny?

I’m running, but

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom

Dropping all this change, just gon' end up in the vacuum

It was days I thought I need it

But now accepting all the change got me defeated (ah)

Goddamn, I’m on my second pair

One pair is out, one in the closet ‘cause I left ‘em there

Remind me every single night spent writing raps ups in my closet

I ain’t sleep much, but it paid off ‘cause it got me here

I went to Europe, met a fan who lived in Paris

I know it hit me, ‘cause I started walking different

For once in life, I spoke my mind, I’m not embarrassed

So many stories, but my friends don’t even listen

The only girl who got my heart live in Miami

I saw her smiling in my head, I started planning

And listen, shit may change, but one day yeah I want a family

Already got a puppy, now my child the first of many

Got hella dreams, and as of late I steady see ‘em

I had some idols as a kid, whoever knew I’d be one?

'09 stood in Atlanta, freezing cold at 4 am with my whole fam just to audition

for a role I knew I’d be in

I didn’t make it, but damn I made it

2−0-1−9 the year I waited

My mind been racing, getting closer, I can taste it

Got a story but I don’t know how to pace it

This lightning in a bottle, I been ordering in cases

I’m fucking wasted, but

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom

Starving for affection, someone meet me in the backroom

I’m not insane, it’s been a minute

But if we talking ‘bout a game, I know I’m ‘bout to win it, yeah

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom

Goddamn, I got

Goddamn, I got

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom

Goddamn, I got

Goddamn, I got

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom

Goddamn, I got

Goddamn, I got

Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom