Down and Out - Adept

I reminisce all the nights growing up that I spent all alone

Except the presence of a stomach ache

Feeling sick to the bone with the thought of the words they would say

When will these days fucking go away?

Being pushed all around to the ground I grow up

Feeling nothing but a hole inside

Because of you being heartless, I grow up being friendless

And hopeless in a world that second guesses

You fucking bully, you fucking prick

You fucking coward, you fucking dick

You left me down and out again

I had to pick up the pieces

To mend this broken heart of mine

I had to rewind and start again

You left me down and out again

I had to pick up the pieces

To mend this broken heart of mine

I had to rewind and start again

I didn’t have the length nor the strength, I stood out from the crowd

And fucking vultures circling all around

I was 12 years old and at a point

I remember thinking this is not the way I want my life to be told

I have faced my demons

I built me up when you were dragging me down

And at the lowest point, I saw the shatters of a self-esteem

Belonging to my broken dream

Fuck you

You left me down and out again

I had to pick up the pieces

To mend this broken heart of mine

I had to rewind and start again

You left me down and out again

I had to pick up the pieces

To mend this broken heart of mine

I had to rewind and start again

Because of you being heartless, I grow up being friendless

And hopeless in a world that second guesses

I was 12 years old and feeling lifeless

Your words can’t hurt me now