Adomental - 22

feel feel feel

this will get you where you want to

be what what you have always wanted to be true

drag drag stuck in a lag lag

acting like dumb dumb

then it’s no fun fun

talk to me

cleanse cleanse dropping my defense

nothing makes sense

i want wanted to get real

but i’m still stuck to the wheel

drag drag stuck in a lag lag

acting like dumb dumb

then it’s no fun fun

talk to me

i’ve tried reiki with housewives

those were good times

always trying out all the ways

22 confirm what i feel

there are so many parts of me

umbilicalamity

it’s not these eyes that will see

the lightning turvy-topsied

making the choices

design

ascending ipomoea vines

that have been placed in pseudo-time

i have genes but not my kind

ley lines they sway

i believe i’m never gonna believe in anything that

demands the construction of a truth

do say

all the whims i never act out

could have been a man of certain words

falling up

upside down

struggling to lighten up

though i know what goes down

ohaohaoh…

'cause my desire to awaken

becomes a hindrance in the end

it keeps me in a soft slumber

where it is easy to pretend

that i’m above all earthly dramas

all the curses

all the karmas

i now desire to let go

of everything i have come to know

but to desire not to desire

is an undesirable state

i’m chasing bliss

a blissful future

yet no blissful present i create

i know that when i truly let go

of enlightened feats

the spur

the show

my need to separate highs and lows

is when i am above as below

it has to be with all my being

so sincere must be my keying

the day when i can fully rise up

is when my heart can chime:

i don’t give a

ohaohaoh…