No Walls - Famous Last Words

The story of my life

And I speak to you, no filtered character to hide behind

All the fucked up thoughts that rush in through my brain

Will I lose the voice that keeps me sane?

And will they see it?

'Cause I’m running blind here

And nothing seems clear

I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why

Why the hell am I alive and standing here?

Ashamed I am afraid that this all will be in vain

A burdened road to which the end I’ll disappear

I can’t help but feel this hopeless, vicious pit inside my gut

And it makes me question my decisions that I’ve made while growing up

I don’t know now

(Decisions I have made, have I fucked up?)

I don’t know how

(The future unfolds, all I crave is hope)

I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why

Why the hell am I alive and standing here?

Ashamed I am afraid that this all will be in vain

A burdened road to which the end I’ll disappear

I can see it, it’s in my sights

I just gotta reach it, pull it in before I go blind

It looks into me, dead in my eyes

And suddenly I notice I am terrified

I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why

Why the hell am I alive and standing here?

I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why

Why the hell am I alive and standing here?

Ashamed I am afraid that this all will be in vain

A burdened road to which the end I’ll disappear

I’m afraid I’ll disappear